Amara Tanith

When f!Cousland (or Amell/Tabris) decides to spare Loghain at Lands Meet everyone is shocked but she flees out the room before anyone can ask her why. Loghain himself doesn't look surprised, but isn't happy either. Alistair is furious at this betrayal and goes to confront his lover, only to find her sobbing in a ball. He's unable to break up with her in this state, because as angry as he is, he still loves her. Gradually she starts talking and explains why she saved Loghain's life: at Ostigar Loghain rescued her when Cailin tried to (or started to) rape her in his tent. Loghain stayed with her the whole night after to make sure Cailin didn't return, how could she kill Loghain after that? Suddenly a lot of unpleasant truths about Cailin, Eamon's motives and how it influenced Loghain's fatal decision all come spilling out from everyone at Lands Meet. Alistair has no idea what'll happen at Lands Meet now. But he knows two things: if he was in Loghain's position, he wouldn't have left Cailin to die, he'd have killed his brother himself, and no matter what it might cost him, Alistair will *never* give up or hide away his beloved Cousland.

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